Problem

My dad is very mean to me in secret, how he behaves and watched me so he can annoy me more acutely.  He rubs in rewarding people who are mean to me by cooing them tackily, like said with an annoying expression, "Okay, very good."  Nothing I do makes anyone think well of me who is big in life for me.  It's super-annoying when my dad does this cuz I'm already super-annoyed at him and them for doing it/annoying me.  It's people I like who they told bad things of me to and somehow convinced them to be mean to me.  They are even scared if someone catches them being nice/and not being mean to me.  They get mad at me for getting mad at them for being mean to me.