Monday, November 9, 2015
People Who Try to Impersonate to Impress
Do you get people in some way acting like they're Ellen DeGeneres to you and can say whatever they want and you can't? I mean, Ellen is special and does things right, also nice.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The dancer at the beginning was cute, a young Asian boy. This is the 3rd little boy I've seen with a mature haircut, recently. He had something like a mohawk. The other 2 had like a rope of long hair in the back of their head.
It was nice to see Ellen's mom. I so like seeing her and Portia.
Justin Bieber was very cool. He's here all week! He talked, sang, and played a game with Ellen. It was amazing.
Shonda Rhimes, Ellen DeGeneres's partner's boss for TV, seemed very intelligent.
The girl at the end playing the game seemed nice.
It was nice to see Ellen's mom. I so like seeing her and Portia.
Justin Bieber was very cool. He's here all week! He talked, sang, and played a game with Ellen. It was amazing.
Shonda Rhimes, Ellen DeGeneres's partner's boss for TV, seemed very intelligent.
The girl at the end playing the game seemed nice.
Trying to Be Cool to Others in Other Places
Have you heard of something being inappropriate or rude? It may be a complex statement, but still.
Problem
Someone acted like I can't act like I'm from New Orleans but others can to them, even if they're not from there. That's not right and not for them to decide. The other people got to do it. I'm actually partially from New Orleans and Florida. They're also judging me falsely about my hair/color.
I think that other people should be allowed to be from a worthy place. I'm not saying anything bad about them.
I think it's people who are desperate to toot their horn about having a good heritage background after someone like me made something of my life despite where it's been from.
In Florida, we were told more ancient Floridians are just like us namely, like breaking it down by that you can have a parent from there, or even a grandparent and so forth. We all have a history in this world, and in a way Florida is no mystery. What about the indians? So, is living here the magic wand for you?
I think that other people should be allowed to be from a worthy place. I'm not saying anything bad about them.
I think it's people who are desperate to toot their horn about having a good heritage background after someone like me made something of my life despite where it's been from.
In Florida, we were told more ancient Floridians are just like us namely, like breaking it down by that you can have a parent from there, or even a grandparent and so forth. We all have a history in this world, and in a way Florida is no mystery. What about the indians? So, is living here the magic wand for you?
What?
I feel Ellen DeGeneres keeps labeling me as bad. Basically, no one likes me much whether or not I'm good/fun or whatever. I was considered a good person to talk to. People who can't be trusted anymore have just been defaming me.
cont.
They can't say I'm not something about where I grew up partly.
People think if they're not from Florida they're from New Orleans.
People think if they're not from Florida they're from New Orleans.
A New Race of People
You can't tell me I can't do something cuz I'm from Florida when you have to be interested in people with ancestral Floridian.
Other Races
There's a little Asian boy dancing on Ellen. If you want me to be like that, why isn't everyone else?
Being Somewhat/Sometimes Alone Online
Why does Ellen get mad at people online hoping to meet people? She thinks she's the only person people wanna talk to and that she doesn't want them to be online cuz they're bad to her.
Teenagers
Ellen DeGeneres lets teenagers do whatever they want. I feel like she's bossy to me and is always trying to attack the rest of the world.
Problem
They just made it so when I load the Soapbox on the IMDb Message Boards, the circle circling at the top sometimes won't stop.
Victimization
I believe if people are mean, they need to shape up, not the victim being overly victimized regardless of if they become upset.
Racial Activity
If you think someone else is gonna do something big racially, I can't see why you and others aren't doing it, too.
Problem
My dad is very mean to me in secret, how he behaves and watched me so he can annoy me more acutely. He rubs in rewarding people who are mean to me by cooing them tackily, like said with an annoying expression, "Okay, very good." Nothing I do makes anyone think well of me who is big in life for me. It's super-annoying when my dad does this cuz I'm already super-annoyed at him and them for doing it/annoying me. It's people I like who they told bad things of me to and somehow convinced them to be mean to me. They are even scared if someone catches them being nice/and not being mean to me. They get mad at me for getting mad at them for being mean to me.
Problem
My dad messed with my pr***** in the way he was calling me from my room for something I told him not to call me for. He made 2 little hoses towards it. Supposedly, a bunch of other people, including that he just spoke to my grandma, are involved as the result of this decision. The feeling/bother/irritation did not go away, and I was reminded of it.
Sunday, November 8, 2015
Lust
I see a white lady on BabyFirst. She is rather obese. The baby is looking at her with lustful eyes. The lady seems like she is pretty European.
Me as a Baby - Aw, how cute!
It seems babies born around 1997/1998 look like me, but people think I needed to look more submissive.
Woship
Should we all bow down and worship Finns/Swedes?
They come to America and their fair hair comes with such fair skin, too..
They come to America and their fair hair comes with such fair skin, too..
Want
Do you ever wonder why people want what they don't seem to?
Like, a nerdy person being jealous and needing a makeover, like some bangs or a nice brush?
Like, a nerdy person being jealous and needing a makeover, like some bangs or a nice brush?
Can't Seem to Prove Myself Someday
I feel watched by people oustide like everything I begin to think and feel is tacky and tr*shy.
Raising a Daughter
Do you know girls who need their parents to carefully and painstakingly craft their mood? I'd like to imagine how it'd turn out, otherwise.
You know, I don't feel very accepted for "what I was" as a baby.
Do you know any girls who don't need their parents?
I feel I was manipulated to be ugly as a toddler, black hair, tan skin.
I remember starting gymnastics. I became a new girl!
You know, I don't feel very accepted for "what I was" as a baby.
Do you know any girls who don't need their parents?
I feel I was manipulated to be ugly as a toddler, black hair, tan skin.
I remember starting gymnastics. I became a new girl!
Familial Importance
It's funny how important the world makes it for mean people in their family life, while mine being content is illegal, simply. Like, it's more important when there's a young child involved.
"Good" vs. "Bad"
If good people are nice enough to leave you alone, why do I have to deal with bad people? Who do they think they are?
Saturday, November 7, 2015
Upset With Myself
I got so mad when I couldn't get the Word Captchas to work. I got bumped into a worse mood. I must be getting more and more upset, lately. I don't even know what I was on. At least, I didn't like do it for real as opposed tot thinking it. I felt like something was overcoming me.
I just told myself to ignore stuff! I just felt my opinion. They won't let bygones be bygones. I'm not mean. Unfortunately, they are. I just felt like I was being duped into submission, I think. But I just told myself to ignore things. It seems that always happens. I just didn't want to be duped, as in being told to suddenly think badly or whatever.. I also feel critiqued for what I chose to say about this aloud. I'd just like to have a nice conversation where things make sense and have reasons.
I don't need to think these things. It's like getting mad if a loved one gets sick. Or if you get poked at incessantly. I feel I'm settled, now, but I thought very negatively. I really don't wanna deal with what other people think of it. They've collected things from my past and popped them up. I wasn't really being bad and attacking. I just was being defensive and felt a bit upset at what it meant and for some reason was like possessed, I think, which is not something I should do.. Things like this didn't used to happen. I think it's too much stress now from my dad over little things. You try. I can't seem to see these consequences in a positive light. I'm actually just 1/2 his kid. I never thought of it that way before. I feel abused for my other 1/2, like he had it in him to handle me and make things impossible for me to think I'm a deserving life.
I'm not up to wanting my dad mistreated. He may be the hub/source of the issue, but I want his happiness spared. So, I have to keep that in mind..
I don't know how to right this wrong. I did sorta stomp my foot walking away if you think about it or care. No fits of anger of late, tho.
I get fed an incident every day. That's not how life goes. I can settle and be happy now, but I know I bothered them before or recently.
I feel like I'm not to be trusted yet also not left alone. I did recently realize it was up to me to propel and accept my life. I'm getting up there..
I don't know what to say for relief from these people, even prayer. I'm already settled from the incident. They get worse and harder to settle from, but I haven't had the physical fits as much. I don't feel right physically, probably the meds.
I feel like I'm okay. So, good night.
I just told myself to ignore stuff! I just felt my opinion. They won't let bygones be bygones. I'm not mean. Unfortunately, they are. I just felt like I was being duped into submission, I think. But I just told myself to ignore things. It seems that always happens. I just didn't want to be duped, as in being told to suddenly think badly or whatever.. I also feel critiqued for what I chose to say about this aloud. I'd just like to have a nice conversation where things make sense and have reasons.
I don't need to think these things. It's like getting mad if a loved one gets sick. Or if you get poked at incessantly. I feel I'm settled, now, but I thought very negatively. I really don't wanna deal with what other people think of it. They've collected things from my past and popped them up. I wasn't really being bad and attacking. I just was being defensive and felt a bit upset at what it meant and for some reason was like possessed, I think, which is not something I should do.. Things like this didn't used to happen. I think it's too much stress now from my dad over little things. You try. I can't seem to see these consequences in a positive light. I'm actually just 1/2 his kid. I never thought of it that way before. I feel abused for my other 1/2, like he had it in him to handle me and make things impossible for me to think I'm a deserving life.
I'm not up to wanting my dad mistreated. He may be the hub/source of the issue, but I want his happiness spared. So, I have to keep that in mind..
I don't know how to right this wrong. I did sorta stomp my foot walking away if you think about it or care. No fits of anger of late, tho.
I get fed an incident every day. That's not how life goes. I can settle and be happy now, but I know I bothered them before or recently.
I feel like I'm not to be trusted yet also not left alone. I did recently realize it was up to me to propel and accept my life. I'm getting up there..
I don't know what to say for relief from these people, even prayer. I'm already settled from the incident. They get worse and harder to settle from, but I haven't had the physical fits as much. I don't feel right physically, probably the meds.
I feel like I'm okay. So, good night.
Mean Secret Messages
Some people act like they're nice, but they don't agree with me racially or other things. I keep getting mean secret messages, tho. There's no work to distract them or fun. Maybe, if I basically make a mistake, I will never get anything out of some people, "cuz they don' need me." They just don't. I was some mistake in their life.
Josh Groban - UFO
This is exactly what we saw. Video does it about 1/10th justice. https://t.co/m3dx91a13y
— josh groban (@joshgroban) November 8, 2015
Looking for Emotional People?
If it's mean to suggest someone guesses they're superior, then why can they basically/clearly seem to do it? I guess there are other people in the world who are their equals. I am one of those people, but you don't have to talk to me if you think I'm not. I'll judge you myself. I said you didn't have to think of me that way. I have my own opinion of what's good. What does anyone think?
Question
Do you just think you're better than everyone else? So, you wanna pick on me and even say someone else is, like, the best person in the world and let them be mean to me? That doesn't even make sense!
If you have an issue, stick to it.
If you have an issue, stick to it.
Different Kids
Why would a black want kids with a white, just to see kids? A white person could have them, too, but why?
Out of the Way?
If you don't care about Asians you shouldn't care enough to hurt me cuz in a way I really wouldn't like being just Asian neither.
Kids With Southern Parents
I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.
Racial Denying
Latinas seem to deny like other ethnicities that they are not Norse and never get in the game and deal with the problem.
A Negative, Ungrateful World
This world has become a negative and complaining one, where people are all considered void.
Connecting With "Life"
So, people born around 1997/1998 aren't set up at all to be in connection with life like what was accomplished in the 1950s, 1960s, and 1970s.
"You know what I hate?"
I hate it when people play a game that if you get mad at them it means you're bad when they're mean and it's like "everyone does it."
Lazy Baby Boomers
They just conveniently identify me and make fun of me and sit at that. Like, saying I'm just like everyone else and suddenly am a failure.
History
When kids born around 1997/1998 see something from the flower/hippy generation, they just think they know it's something for them and, "Oh, the other generations just made a mistake." For them, this is history.
Doest my ears deceive me or
does Generation X not appreciate things from the 1950s, 1960s, and 1970s?
Undeserving
Do Late Boomers/their kids really deserve to be as special? They seem mean. It's not like it didn't really happen. I'm speechless!
Young Souls
Those with young mothers, enjoy pecking at life together trying to understand it and look up to elders.
"Just imagine.."
Imagine people born with white/light hair in times when thoughts are deep. They just insert themselves into the program, like they're cut out, and think the goodies are for them.
Think of when life was still a mystery. It should not all be about the kids today. They don't seem to depend on me for all that I am. I'll get old without having accomplished anything.
Think of when life was still a mystery. It should not all be about the kids today. They don't seem to depend on me for all that I am. I'll get old without having accomplished anything.
Being Asian
If I did not want to be Asian at all and all these white people did, why do some white people like where I live in Orlando, FL, also get to be more white and accepted by Asians?
Living Freely and Mobiley
It might be nice to see someone actually considered attractive from Europe identify, but they're the one getting all the glory still. It seems to have gone amiss since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) with Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka and Tim Burton the artist as the director came out.
"I'm innocent!"
You aren't the one who in the end had to listen to being represented by black people while no one else is, even black people in this case. You can't say I did something wrong.
"No Probob"
People in the US who are only or mainly only Norse probably have no problems.
Think of the American dream.
Think of the American dream.
"Haters Gotta Hate"
People all are going psycho hating on me.
They even get close to their kids in inappropriate ways because they hate me so much that's how they want to pretend that it's me, not them tho bet they didn't know that.
They even get close to their kids in inappropriate ways because they hate me so much that's how they want to pretend that it's me, not them tho bet they didn't know that.
BabyFirst
I wonder how the young people get on BabyFirst.
This little toddler who I can tell from her skin and other features that she must be Latino. She is very upset and seems unresponsive to direction.
This little toddler who I can tell from her skin and other features that she must be Latino. She is very upset and seems unresponsive to direction.
An Old Piece of Knowledge?
Even between Spain and England, they find ways it's better not to mix racially when having kids.
I typed this from memory:
Bonny Bafto's off to sea
Silver buckles at his knee
He'll come back to marry me
Bonny Bobby Shafto
Bobby Shafto's fat and fair
Combing down his yellow hair
He's my love forever more
Bonny Bobby Shafto
Best to resolve traits of your own race. Everyone is different and has their own goals.
I typed this from memory:
Bonny Bafto's off to sea
Silver buckles at his knee
He'll come back to marry me
Bonny Bobby Shafto
Bobby Shafto's fat and fair
Combing down his yellow hair
He's my love forever more
Bonny Bobby Shafto
Best to resolve traits of your own race. Everyone is different and has their own goals.
Criticization
Do you think some people point out little things you do wrong to garner positive attention for themselves, while taking from others?
Wondering
Spanish people should come to the US and lose their tan. I don't think they should interbreed unless they are fair, at least. Even then, I have seen problems, tho.. even tan skin.
I know Italian Americans, some are fairer skinned than ones with black hair. I almost mistook I think Italians or possibly Spanish in the US for black.
I really like people who are all Latino, tho, like the petite blondes. They remind me of Middle Easterners, very strict. I've seen them more than once. Their hair might have been dyed/bleached, but I think they were really blondes, for some reason. I mean, it's like I knew that's what it was and didn't have to think twice.
I am concerned because people deserve to be happy and also for people who come from mixed ethnic families, especially in the US.
Sure, a dark Latino or Italian could breed with a fair white person. It's supposed to be about making a happy baby, tho, not just reaching being functional in the family's eyes.
I know Italian Americans, some are fairer skinned than ones with black hair. I almost mistook I think Italians or possibly Spanish in the US for black.
I really like people who are all Latino, tho, like the petite blondes. They remind me of Middle Easterners, very strict. I've seen them more than once. Their hair might have been dyed/bleached, but I think they were really blondes, for some reason. I mean, it's like I knew that's what it was and didn't have to think twice.
I am concerned because people deserve to be happy and also for people who come from mixed ethnic families, especially in the US.
Sure, a dark Latino or Italian could breed with a fair white person. It's supposed to be about making a happy baby, tho, not just reaching being functional in the family's eyes.
White and Black
I'm convinced. The Spanish are European. I always said this to myself. Go to Spain, they are white.
Different species are like Asians, and a different kind of animal is blacks. Blacks have a different sized and shaped skull. That's all there is! I'm something of a History expert now. I can put 2 and 2 together.
It's hard for me to understand people who didn't grow up thinking they were a part of a bigger culture which altogether make up the white culture. You know, even darker Europeans really want to be white. Another tip from me, a history expert.
I also decided Asians were already the same color as white people with both white and tan skin. They feel the same way about their skin color. I guess some white Asians really are racist to darker Asians, the way white people don't give 2 cents about why their skin is white tho seem to treasure it highly.
Different species are like Asians, and a different kind of animal is blacks. Blacks have a different sized and shaped skull. That's all there is! I'm something of a History expert now. I can put 2 and 2 together.
It's hard for me to understand people who didn't grow up thinking they were a part of a bigger culture which altogether make up the white culture. You know, even darker Europeans really want to be white. Another tip from me, a history expert.
I also decided Asians were already the same color as white people with both white and tan skin. They feel the same way about their skin color. I guess some white Asians really are racist to darker Asians, the way white people don't give 2 cents about why their skin is white tho seem to treasure it highly.
Drowning out Some of Life in Orlando
I have BabyFirst on, and it still doesn't seem to be doing the trick. It has helped a little, and so has starting church last weekend.
"Abusive Relationships"
Why are the people I like abusing me so that I can't associate with people I like?
Unnecessary Things
People think to express that you mean something to them, they do things that are close in uncomfortable ways. These are people who "didn't make it" in life emotionally.
"You can't fool me!"
People think that situations are uptight that something needs to be said, even if it's wrong. They like to use me to insult, as tho that's why, but I know they just want to be mean to me.
I also notice people are mean just to me. If someone did something wrong, that doesn't mean I need to be treated wrongly, too.
I also notice people are mean just to me. If someone did something wrong, that doesn't mean I need to be treated wrongly, too.
Friday, November 6, 2015
Fandango - Peanuts Character Personality Test
link
They had this nice picture:
You're LUCY!
You’re smart, talkative and bossy. You have a romantic, playful nature, and aren’t above taking the football away from Charlie Brown.
They had this nice picture:
On TV
Baby care. Dark people holding any sort of kids. A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20. She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles. It's all about her. The kids can tell she's no mom.
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
@bellathorne
https://t.co/U4fas1YbIh
She dances almost as much as Ellen DeGeneres.
I wonder if she believes in the form of gymnastics.
💃🏃🙆🔥
— Christina Barrett (@GypsyAinsley) November 4, 2015
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
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